In our world today, which is advancing more fast than in the past few years, there are new things that I encountered in these few years. With the new generation that has been born and we turned adults in a blink of an eye.
There are many changes that I saw before my eyes and that changes gave me lots of information but there are things that I think that I didn't knew well just like how AI revolutionize the world that it became easy to use than before.
I've been constantly learning in a slow pace process because I cannot learn it in one single day. I know that my learning process has been slowing lately maybe because I am now older than my younger self and there are things that I also forget, too.
Just like how I learned to program in my own way with the help of my colleagues, I think my process of learning is not that good enough than when I was in my younger years but a slow learning and a slow process gives me more ideas on working that program in a very serious way.
Sometimes, I feel like I am useless in my own field not because I can now program than before but because my contributions are not enough in our project that we've been making.
Although, there are times that I am satisfied but most of the times, I feel like I am not satisfied with my work and it feels likes it there is something missing on my tasks that have been given to me.
Also, I'm not confident on my output from the given tasks that my colleagues give me but I am still doing my best to put an effort and to deliver the output that they want in the project that we were working on.
With the help of my colleagues whenever I feel stuck in the task that I've been given to also gave me courage to learn something new on my side because they also give tips on how to do this and do that.
Another learning that I also learned in the process of my work and it is like I am still in my freshman years on working in my own field of work and it feels like I have become an apprentice to my colleagues because they knew well on how to program and they also knew the process on the missing code to make the output work.
Well, learning is not easy in this kind of field and you need to think of a way so that the project will be working and I'm learning it now than not learning it and I am happy that learning this kind of things is sometimes tiring but we will be happy and excited to announce if we were done with the task that have been given and show these task to them.
