Before we start this is an old story that happened years ago it's a true story and I hope you enjoyed it.
It's raw and emotional so be ready for some curse words. Feel free to give criticism would love to hear it.
"You Used Me"
by Caelum1Infernum
You use me.
Whenever you wish.
Like I’m your secret craving
Showing me to everyone
Like I'm your trophy man
You had a husband
While you were with me—
Told me I couldn't find a girl,
But you had two men.
Two hearts.
Two bodies.
You're the definition of greed.
All for you.
How is that fair?
You get everything.
While I?
I waited.
Waited like a dog at the gate
For your arrival.
For scraps of love.
For sex that came
When it was convenient for you.
You told me you sleep with me more than him?
For what?
Make me feel better?
Make me feel bigger?
I have to wait.
He have you every night
You had him.
You had me.
You had sex with both of us.
But I had to stay loyal,
Hungry,
Thirsty,
Fucked by hope.
And now?
Now you tell the world
You loved me?
Is that your truth?
Because mine is:
I waited.
Blind,
Naïve,
Desperate.
And you?
You got bored.
You just stopped showing up.
No goodbye.
No closure.
Just silence—
Like I was nothing.
Like we were nothing.
So I lied.
Told you I had someone,
Just to see if your heart would move.
You didn’t ask about me—
Not once.
Am I not important?
You just said:
"Is she sexier than me?"
What a stupid question.
What about me?
7 years down the drain?
7 years were nothing to you?
What about the love I gave?
What about the man you broke?
What about the loyalty you burned?
What about the promises you made?
No.
You don’t get to walk away clean.
You don’t get to keep pretending
You were the victim.
You were the whore
Don't twist the story
Make me the bad guy
Tell them the truth
You used me.
And I let you.
But never again
And fuck you too.
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