I'm sorry to hear about your wife's condition and the difficult experience you both went through.
It's understandable that you're feeling uncertain and overwhelmed.
It's important to take care of yourself during this challenging time as well. It's good that you're seeking information and trying to understand the situation better.
Remember to reach out for support from friends, family, or professionals if you need it.
Take things one step at a time and be gentle with yourself.

!LUV