This is a hard story to read, @samolaj. We do not allow stories about violence to children in the community.

I'm sorry this was true for you. I had such a father, also. Fortunately I escaped most of the physical punishment, but my older brothers and sister did not. I was terrified he would do to me what he did to them.

Still, I would not write about that in this community because we don't allow such violence. It's very upsetting to read.

In the future please write about your childhood experiences, but do not include those that involve abuse or violence. Please read our guidelines once again (as outlined in the Inkwell comment here).